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♥ Imagine Me Without You .


♥ Love Me Or Hate Me





Irin Suzanne Chen Xue Qing.
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Ask me and you shall receive
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♥ The Past



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♥ Sunday, June 24, 2007

Long long ago..I was sooo depressed that I thought the world has collapsed on me. So depressed that I forgot I have beloved friends who are always there for me.. Thanx a million peeps. I have built myself up. I will focus on my work rather than anything else. ...



Many weeks went passed and I havent been blogging for long... Well, busy organizing my life back to normal.. Went clubbing like theres no tomorrow and Im getting pretty sick of it.. Dancing all nite long, drowning my sorrows and crying my heart out. I have been there and done tt' So whats next?



Last Sat, was the admin ops party gathering.. Went to luge and cinemax. I saw him there but why am I so reluctant to even walk up to him to say hi... I just wanna stop liking him for a period of time and see whether his worth it. Im trying my very best to fight this feeling inside me... bear with me..Ill get over it.

If there's one thing in this world that I know is true It's the love that I feel when I'm thinking of you No ocean or mountain can keep us apart Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart All the hopes and the dreams are alive I'll carry you with me through distance and time Nothing in this world can keep us apart Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart


Now staying behind in Sentosa Station with Melvin to wait for the idiotic contractors to finish up their painting... damn... waste of time and they paint only two doors..wtf??

Its time to go home soon...sweet dreamz and nitez.





Tears Behind Her Smile <3

8:54 PM

♥ Tuesday, June 12, 2007

My hope dash... there goes my everything... every moment seems going against me. Why? Im like kinda forced to be in Sentosa Station which I hate the most....I cant seems to be able to go to beach anymore... Which means I cant get to see him. Fugged with this place~!!!!!!!!! Fugged it to the max~!!!!!!!!!!!!! Maybe I should just resign and forget everything... Ill suffer...but at least I know I will not acknowledge anyone from this island... Irin...is this what I really want? Im like a jailbird... stucked in an enclosed place...God help me...I cant take it any longer............... Im breaking down........... I wannna my beach back...




Tears Behind Her Smile <3

5:15 AM

♥ Saturday, June 9, 2007

I just found out that He is a christian just like me... Hmmzz wonder which church he attend to. Gosh, Im beginning to love God even more.... Lord I have left you at my door steps... Is he the one?? My heart beat for?? Keep on praying, Irin..Ask and you shall receive.
May I find favours in his eyes.... Amen.~




Tears Behind Her Smile <3

3:56 AM

♥ Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Havent been blogging recently.... I have no time to do so.... too occupied with work.

I saw this somewhere...well kinda sound a little me...
"I've been liking this guy for a long time...wish that he will like me too..but what can i do?...wish he will know that i like him...but i don't know if that's ok w/ him. Maybe when the time comes that he will know...he will avoid me and he will never talk to me...AGAIN...Maybe, I need to forget about him..well, maybe i should..."
Guess I will start to avoid him....To refrain from really getting into so much of him..Jia you Irin...*sigh*
I hate him for making me angry... I petty can?? why can treat others so nicely and not me??? Why???????? Why????????? I am frustrated with all this...
Fugged with all this...I need a break.
Im feeling frustrated recently.... and I purposely off my hp so that no one can contact me...




Tears Behind Her Smile <3

3:41 AM