A Walk To Remember

Its only memories now......

2007-08-31T16:57:00.001-07:00

IF SOME OF YOU WHO HAVE BEEN SO KEPO ENOUGH...YOU KNOW I LEAVING. MAYBE THAT SOME OF YOU WILL BE EVEN MORE HAPPY TO SEE ME GONE. DUN WORRY...I WILL NOT DISSAPPOINT YOU... I WILL MAKE YOU HAPPY. Surely...

Know what...I discovered something... I HATE THIS PLACE.

My memories will only be from the day established Beach Station with Vincent Tan till the day I have been transferred over. Those were the happiest moments of my life. Those were my best men, my best women, my best station, my best IC partner and most of all my best memories. The rest I will remember no more.

I discovered pplz in Sentosa like to back stab one another... I dunno why but I believe with all my heart.. " Hey idiots..you will be back stab too one fine day...and that will be your darkest moment in your life...from the crown of your head till the sole of your feet. its only a matter of time. " God bless you manz~!!!

Pplz nowdaes I must babysit like small babies. Wat the fugged??? Work how long alr still dunno when to go for break??? Hey Im not babysitter you know~!!!! I cant be telling you what to do all the time~!!! Have some initiative for heavens sake~!!! Fugged lah this place.

Some things are better to be left unsaid.....

I miss my old beach station....

Those craziest moment.....

But now... its only memories left...

I will miss you...

2007-08-22T09:34:00.000-07:00

Dats is all I can say...Im giving you up.. Im giving everything up... I need space to study... All good things have come to end... It shall be a beautifull fullstop. * Breathing deeply *

I have a life...Ive been wanting to tell you.. My life is having Jesus with me.

I will miss you...Goodbye.

Fark Lah..

2007-08-17T08:14:00.000-07:00

Ive decided...... Im demoralised... I need no one but you lord. Save me from the evil reports of this world.. I dont even wanna be close to any one now.. Ive been backstabbed. maybe Im too good already. FARK YOU. ASSHOLE. GOD BLESS YOU~!!!! I deserve even better~!!! God damn with this job~!! Fark Off.

Sawadikap~

2007-07-29T21:24:00.000-07:00

Thailand thailand~ finally im coming....... ~ .. but I cant extend...FUGGING SIAN~!!!!! IM BORED OF THIS JOB..... I need a life..... will update more when I come back.... chiaoz.

Its My turn~

2007-07-19T16:33:00.000-07:00

Yeah...after enduring all the shity at werk...Vincent tan is finally back. Which means Bangkok...here I come~.... Ive start pasking my luggage already...hahahahaha...and oh yeah...Im planning to take another 2 weeks leave in oct... Im going back to canada.....finally~

I miss him.... Miss him lotsa...

Ive met someone new~ He just rock my life...lol
Awesome.

OMG~ is it coincidence or miracle??

2007-07-13T01:29:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I cried and told the lord that I miss him and its has been weeks since I last heard his voice.. I prayed that a miracle will happen somehow... Tired so I had my afternoon nap. * Hp ringing* I woke up and saw the caller id... IT WAS HIM!!! haaaa.... I was lost for words. My prayer has been answered. My heart went thumpin like crazy... I was smiling widely and of coz I cant sleep at nite... Around 8 plus I sms Vincent telling him to enjoy his holiday and informed him that finally I heard his bro voice.Kekekeke... strangely, HE sms he thanking me for my help~!!! What the heck...is it coincidence or hes with him??? Argghhhh~ I wonder why??? But.... at the end of the day...thank you lord..I love you. I just love the way things is now.

*Smiling*

Someone who lives in your heart.

2007-07-10T16:46:00.000-07:00

Believe me, If there's one thing in this world that I know is true It's the love that I feel when I'm thinking of you... Sad and it’s not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I like you beyond the reason why...And I hate that I like you so.. so.. I miss you so~

I'm not the type to get my heart broken I'm not the type to get upset and cry'Cause I never leave my heart open Never hurts me to say goodbye Relationships don't get deep to me Never got that whole in love thing...I lied. This time was different Felt like I was just a victim And it cut me like a knife When you walked out of my life Now I'm in this condition And I've got all the symptoms Of a girl with a broken heart But no matter what, you'll never see me cry..How did I get here with you I'll never know I never meant to let it get so personal And after all I tried to do To stay away from lovin' you I'm broken hearted I can't let you know And I won't let it show...

20 more days to Bangkok~ I just cant wait~!!! Im gonna shop, eat, club, spa and da list goes on...And someone dare me to see the Thai ger show~ Ahem~ Im over 21 anyways. But......
Lets go by ear then....we'll see.

Focus Irin Focus~!!!!!

Werk Werk Werk~

Money money money~

=))

Blogging Once Again

2007-06-24T20:54:00.000-07:00

Long long ago..I was sooo depressed that I thought the world has collapsed on me. So depressed that I forgot I have beloved friends who are always there for me.. Thanx a million peeps. I have built myself up. I will focus on my work rather than anything else. ...

Many weeks went passed and I havent been blogging for long... Well, busy organizing my life back to normal.. Went clubbing like theres no tomorrow and Im getting pretty sick of it.. Dancing all nite long, drowning my sorrows and crying my heart out. I have been there and done tt' So whats next?

Last Sat, was the admin ops party gathering.. Went to luge and cinemax. I saw him there but why am I so reluctant to even walk up to him to say hi... I just wanna stop liking him for a period of time and see whether his worth it. Im trying my very best to fight this feeling inside me... bear with me..Ill get over it.

If there's one thing in this world that I know is true It's the love that I feel when I'm thinking of you No ocean or mountain can keep us apart Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart All the hopes and the dreams are alive I'll carry you with me through distance and time Nothing in this world can keep us apart Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart

Now staying behind in Sentosa Station with Melvin to wait for the idiotic contractors to finish up their painting... damn... waste of time and they paint only two doors..wtf??

Its time to go home soon...sweet dreamz and nitez.

Fugged them to the max~!!

2007-06-12T05:15:00.001-07:00

My hope dash... there goes my everything... every moment seems going against me. Why? Im like kinda forced to be in Sentosa Station which I hate the most....I cant seems to be able to go to beach anymore... Which means I cant get to see him. Fugged with this place~!!!!!!!!! Fugged it to the max~!!!!!!!!!!!!! Maybe I should just resign and forget everything... Ill suffer...but at least I know I will not acknowledge anyone from this island... Irin...is this what I really want? Im like a jailbird... stucked in an enclosed place...God help me...I cant take it any longer............... Im breaking down........... I wannna my beach back...

Are you the one???

2007-06-09T03:56:00.000-07:00

I just found out that He is a christian just like me... Hmmzz wonder which church he attend to. Gosh, Im beginning to love God even more.... Lord I have left you at my door steps... Is he the one?? My heart beat for?? Keep on praying, Irin..Ask and you shall receive.

May I find favours in his eyes.... Amen.~

Hah~

2007-06-05T03:41:00.000-07:00

Havent been blogging recently.... I have no time to do so.... too occupied with work.

I saw this somewhere...well kinda sound a little me...

"I've been liking this guy for a long time...wish that he will like me too..but what can i do?...wish he will know that i like him...but i don't know if that's ok w/ him. Maybe when the time comes that he will know...he will avoid me and he will never talk to me...AGAIN...Maybe, I need to forget about him..well, maybe i should..."

Guess I will start to avoid him....To refrain from really getting into so much of him..Jia you Irin...*sigh*

I hate him for making me angry... I petty can?? why can treat others so nicely and not me??? Why???????? Why????????? I am frustrated with all this...

Fugged with all this...I need a break.

Im feeling frustrated recently.... and I purposely off my hp so that no one can contact me...

Its a Stupid holiday...

2007-05-31T09:12:00.000-07:00

Yeah...Im damn frustated with all the indian nationalities...omg~ asking the same damn thing all over again..wtf~ my temper blew to the max...Im unpredictable...

Hah... I called him again today for free luge...my darling cuzz came back from canada and so I asked her to look for him ...kekekekeke... Ans the phone still wanna act cool...
Him: wat? apa? *busy background*
Me:(thinking in my heart ~nabeh so rude for wat~ )Errmz... hey, my sis is here can let her play 2 free ride???
Him: Wer are you today? ok just ask her to come find me lor...
Me: Me in beach now...why?? okok will let her know...
Him: Just asking... okok...
Me: Oklah...orh...byeeeeeeeee *Smiling widely*
Him:Bye....

Hhah.....My heart in excitement.... jumping like dancing the hip hop tempo...omg...unbelievable...I actually call him again...Maybe tml go play luge again.... kekekekekekkeke... Im begining not to feel shy...haha...

Going to the Scream party tml... woooooo....

Oh... my ex darlz hres came back...one after another I rub their hair...freaking sharp like duriannnn.... Oh finally, someone came back to say hi...whatever...

Still in Sentosa stn waiting for him to come out of the train...every train appear...Im waiting anxiously.... but hes not there.... maybe his parents fetch him back... Sianzsation.

Oh we went to play luge yesterday with shuba...omg...shuba said that he talk to me very shy...hahahahaha.... I just like it...seeing him in dat orange tee... I got 3 foc ride...but he like to make me angry....why.... can someone tell me......???????? but I like...hah.

Im madly into him now.... shit, will I ever wake up and move on.....??

**Irin Suzanne praying hard for a miracle....**

Have You Ever....

2007-05-29T08:11:00.000-07:00

Have you ever loved and lost somebody

Wish there was a chance to say I'm sorry

Can't you see? That's the way I feel about you and me, baby

Have you ever felt your heart was breaking

Lookin' down the road you should be takingI should know'

Cause I loved and lost the day I let you go

Sometimes it's wrong to walk away

Though you think it's over

Knowing there's so much more to say

Suddenly the moment's gone

And all your dreams are upside down

And you just wanna change the way the world goes round

Tell me

I saw him....hahahaha with joanne, my mission possible assistant. Though only for a short period..Im kinda happy...no..extremely happy... I can sleep well tonite :))

During meeting I had a very bad feeling.... Im gonna be bombard with regards to Wxavier's transfer. True enough... It happens... I just dun feel like explaining myself what I feel... and Sess regard it as favourism wtf... I thought we have closed the case but I was wrong...all the sups wanna save their own asss only. Maybe its my fault too... It will not be a next time.

-________________- Hmmpz.. I felt like my reputation drown in the sea. I suddenly lose my motivation to work....

Im browsing at the resort world webby.....faster lah....Im waiting to move over....

Finally ....Off tml.... what shall I do?? Hmmz...

In cloud nine

2007-05-25T07:04:00.000-07:00

Wooo hoo...sooon..$$$$ WILL BE IN MY BANK...THIS TIME BIG FAT BANK...LOL... the time Ive been waiting finally arrived... =))

Ryan2 called me after soooo long... Omg...Ive lost contact with him like....1 yr plus?? Great to have him back...All thanks to Ahem...lol... Im reunited with him... I MISS THE OLD GOOD DAYS we drive around singapore like mad... My powerful kaki in counter swaning..damn ryan2..I miss you like crazy.

Someone says Im a freaking flirt... WTF~!!! never die before... Its socialable...haiz~ cant even see the huge difference... But come to think of it, I guess its plain jealousy.....

Fugged..

Watever..

Im soooo Happy...

2007-05-23T08:52:00.000-07:00

Like I said before, there will be sunshine after the rain.... Its true indeed.

i)I got my pay raise today...more than I expected. Hallelujah~!!!!

ii)I got the free tickets for two to the scream party at Cafe Del Mar...Its on 1 June 2007 at 7pm..Im gonna change my schedule...Woo hoo...Thinking who I should bring... Hmmzzzz..

I finally saw him yesterday...OMG... We chatted, though just for a short while..Im contented. They wipe away tears that I cryThe good and the bad times We’ve been through them all You make me rise when I fall ...'Cuz every time we touch, I get this feeling, I swear I could fly, Can't you feel my heart beat fast....Forgive me my weakness but I don’t know why Without you seeing you it’s hard to survive.... for my days to go by.

I was kinda crazy today.... staying back till 1245 to finish the schedule....Dun give a damn... Im enjoying my leave tml...whole day.

Yawnz..... Going home soon... Jia you...suzanne..finishing soooooooon.

Let it out loud

2007-05-21T05:52:00.000-07:00

Suzanne feeling down today....

Been crying endlessly...

Had a chat session with Vincent Yeo...Just chat about my work...Knowing tt Im not really enjoying my work..He can see the drastic change in me. Suddenly I just breakdown and cry in front of him.. It is so unglamour,can? But I dun give a damn..Ive been keeping inside me for quite sometime...

Thanx, wxavier for the chocolate...dats sooooooo sweet...really unexpected..really brightens up my day... =))

Finally, I cry it out loud....

Irin Suzanne is smiling behind her tears.

SuzaNNe on the blog

2007-05-19T21:39:00.000-07:00

Arggh...finally can rest at home...Gosh..what a feeling bout' having the whole house for myself. So much of peace.... without her nagginess. Im loving it. Sometimes I do wonder if I should ever move out on my own... but again, Ill miss her cooking... NAH~!!! Im staying put and I guess this earS of minE will be numb soon.... By her nagginess...

Spending the whole afternoon, sleeping, eating and watching tv... Im starting to feel like a lady of leisure... hahaha.. Still considering whether to meet up my friends for high tea session. Weather extreemely hot outside... =(

A wise man once said this to me... " Irin, dun get too affected. If he chose to forget, no point holding on to it. It will hurt you even more but not him. Do you think its worth it??" I pondered upon his words on my way back home the other day.... How silly can I be??? I guess its those sweet memories that keeps haunting me...as I didnt wanna let go...

To HIM - Thank you for all the wonderful times. Its time to say goodbye.

To the wise man - Thank you... Im blessed to have you around. =))

To my work - Im considering what is it in for me??? Im getting bored... Not challenging anymore.. I miss my Beach 2.

To my membership - You guys dont need me at all... Im invisible.. anyway.. wtf..

To my sentosa station - You have capable ICs to run..

To my sups - Not my cup of tea..

To my mgrs - Haiz, I dont know what to say.. Im much happier back at beach...with my beach 2.. Why transfer me??? Wrong move~!!!!

To the new HIM - I cant take my eyes on you... but are you worth it???

To Irin Suzanne - Its time to let go and move on. Time will heal everything...

To everyone out there - Heres a toast to a livelier, Bubblier, Happier ME~!!!!

CHEERS...

Cry me a river..

2007-05-18T06:37:00.000-07:00

I know that they say That some things are better left unsaid. I used to think its always good to stay true to one person but I guess its not even worth mentioning it coz all you got is hurt in return. I may be strong in person... no ...I may look strong in person..but Im not. Im going into depression.... crying every nite on my bed...Thinking of him...I am so useless....trying my best to go on....

Irin trying to be strong emotionally.... bear with me... Im now a cry baby...

Too stressed with work....

Too stressed without him.....

Too stressed to even go on....

I need a shoulder to cry on........

Ir|N Dayzzz

2007-05-13T07:15:00.000-07:00

Haiz…Beach station been having so much problems ever since I left. No Show, MCs, Lateness…it’s been piling up. I asked myself, is it because the new Hres are not up to our standard? Or are we too strict and inflexible to even care? What’s happening? Why are these happenings? Where do we go wrong? Are the ICs not competent enough to manage the entire stations? Even Imbiah Station right now the Hres giving problems. Just by looking at the feedback book, I can feel how much hatred and frustration they are having. I can understand as we are really short of manpower to the max. We can have 2 staff running the whole of Beach station for half a day. Tell me how pathetic is that? So much of extension going on, so much of sadness going on. How can we resolve this? I really emphasize with all the hres on the extending of the hours but having said that we, ics do the same on extending our time too. Why is there so much of hatred and unhappiness going on out there? Im at my wits end... Coming to work isn’t like last time. I can see some of the hres dragging to work.. Though they are smiling and laughing.

Vincent Tay told me a joke of the day... LOL... how can I write it here? Its xxxx rated...lol.. hes gonna kill me...if he saw this...

We are going to eat prata at Jalan Kayu... with wen en, hafiz, su ann and him... =)) i THINK HES GOING ... lol..

I got caught flirting with a guest... damn. by norlin..what a sharp eyes she has.. But the guy was damn cute loh... lol... o.O

Its IRIN day today... OMG....

lazy cum buzy

2007-05-09T19:45:00.000-07:00

Lazy lazy lazy....Buzy Buzy Buzy...
Thats the way I am now...Too lazy to write down my thoughts...too busy to even update...
Eversince Im being transfered to Information & Membership...Busy trashing out things with islander dept and standardizing the operations..Arrgghhh...can I lie Im not stressed,can??

June roster killing me.......... Im trying my best to plan...But...those kukus...kept resigning.

God help me.

Nothing much to update though...No...its lazy to update...

Till my mood to update back again....

2007-04-30T19:24:00.000-07:00

Few days didn’t blog; well lazy monster has struck me… so many things to say but didn’t know where to start… I worked IC4 on my last day in Beach Station. My heart was kinda heavy though as I stepped in Sentosa Station. Dunno why…but Its not a nice feeling definitely. Walking thru the runway towards the pantry, I just felt tt like Im being watched. Couldnt give a damn, I ran to the restroom as fast as I could. Changed and then went to Burger King with Shanaz to buy ma lunch. Fast forward, I was stucked in SOS ticketing & how I wish Weixiang could take over me…Haiz he was late coz he couldn’t come out of his house as his house key with me :x Eh, not my fault ah, He put it in my bag….when we go clubbing the nite before. There I was stucked and was pissed with so many guests, sometimes I wonder, are they born retarded? Asking one simple ques in ten diff ways?? Damn~!!! Oh after being pissed, I served a cute guy.Omg, his eyes was damn nice, can? Like those mix blood de...I got sot tio lah what else.. There I was smiling and smiling, shit, I guess he noticed it and he actually compliment that he loves my eyes colors...I’m shy what else...kekekeke Then came a man beside him, calling him darling. I was still smiling…but in my heart, Fugged...He’s gay…damn it~!!! So wasted lah, He was damn good looking… All cute guys gay meh???….No~!!!!!!!!
Fast forward, its home sweet home time… I was kinda having mix feelings. I looked around the station reminiscing the days Vincent & me build it up with all our efforts, the days I had so much fun with all the earlier batch of hres and the moment of truth has finally arrived. My tears were at the verge of falling but I tried my very best not to show it. Maybe it’s a good thing to know the truth, maybe it’s a good thing to show me where my weaknesses are. I will not be soft hearted again & taken for a ride. Be strong Irin, Life has to move on. After today, I’ll embark a new beginning of my new journey. Ive been transferred to Info & Membership. I will set my heart and focus till I see the result that I want...Jia yo Irin…Aza aza fighting~!!!

Bitter sweet memories, tt is all Im bringing with me..so goodbye..my station, my dearest people..esp you faggot,weixiang..hahaha i may consider bringing you along.. :x thank you for all the good times.. I will mish you guys.

Im still trouble by this feeling… If you’re not the one then why am I crying on my bed?If you’re not the one then why does your name resound in my head?‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath awayAnd I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today‘Cause I miss you, whether it’s wrong or right and though I can’t be with you,You know my heart is by your side. I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understandIf I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?... Irin so emo…emo, emo, and more emo.. I seems to have fate with gay guyfriends..I dun understand why…but I treasure their friendship a lot coz they are the onez whom I can relate most about my feelings and they understand me better than my girlfriends do. My elder sis don’t really like them coz she keep on emphasizing that its all their fault that they walk the path they are now but what she doesn’t understand is that it’s the surrounding that trigger that factor in them. I do not believe that they are born to be heshe for I firmly believe that God is good. He created Adam & Eve not Adeve. Its never they are born this way..I remember how one of my guy friend tormented himself. Because his long distance girlfriend dumped him..He went clubbing alt days and in the end he end up with a guy who willing to love him for who he is.. Haiz..wasted coz hes good looking. I would have fall in love with him if he is straight but I already regard him as a sister… too bad then.. I just have this to say..remember where you come from..God made you with a d*** so make full use of it and stop using it on guys~!!! For goodness sake..its never too late to turn back.. oops I losing my refine side again...
Enough of all this… Im gonna focus on my new journey and turn it to a prestige place to work on…with guys in this time.. =))

So much fun

2007-04-25T11:39:00.000-07:00

Oh,,,Yawnz... just work up after my peaceful sleep... Its only like 1 hour plus before I start to prepare for work..So Im gonna post a fast one...

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Working morning, waited for the cab and guess what I gotta squeezzzzeee my way in coz there are 4 people altogether..*phew* I was damn seh...tired and sleepy..reached work then we headed to mcd for breakfast with Shanaz,Kwanying and who else, Weixiang.I was damn crapy lah today...not enuf sleep...as usual talking nonsense...then headed to Beach Station.At Beach Station, Weixiang & me find things to do coz if not it will be a null sleepy day... so we decided to cleaned the back of house...

Someone started cleaning...

And cleaning happily...

End result....

Nex undertaking task...

Finding his way out...

Finally result seen...look at the no of rubber bands on his left hand..its a new way of trend setter..

Oh well of coz, he wouldnt be called Weixiang for nuthing... High Class Cleaner. but...one thing in particular...the girl who marry him gotta move in the office with him coz only the office he works in super clean not his house =X So extreemez.. Hahahaaz..

But then again, aint Im lucky..all I have to do is watch...no need to clean except tt in info booth I sweat my way thru in cleaning...damn tt place is a mess...Lucky I have Weixiang,Eric & Evelyn cleaning with me... =X

Din see him today...sadded...waiting & waiting & more of waiting.... I dun like... =(

Did two super sexuallity video at work titled GANGBANG.... Mhuahahaha...idiot tried to upload in here cannot load...wtf???? Tt video rockz...especially Shuba & Hafiz and Weixiang the lead actors & actress.. me??? Im the director,producer and laughter.. =)) I will find ways to upload it here... Especially tt someone..he just loved...being gangbang till rot...mhuahahaha... oopz...Im losing my refine side...

Cant wait to go home...and guess what??? It was raining cats and dogs... still waiting for my dad to fetch me but in the end he cant make it coz got meeting...damn...I waited for nuthing...so in the end waited for Weixiang and went home with him...Slept in the bus...I can see the flashes of lightning...its makes me shivered...so I listen to gospel songs while on the way home... Lord, Ive left you at my door steps... Reached home, I went str8 to lalaland...

Home sWeet Home....

Wonderful lala land....

I dun wanna wake up....

But no...Ive to prepare for work...

Till then,This is IrN signing off... Sweet lala nitez...eeerrmmzz...morning.. =))

Sinful Tuesday

2007-04-24T10:03:00.000-07:00

Sinful tuesday...yeah. I went on a shopping spree right before my payday and few hundreds poorer ( It dosent include my $400 taka vouchers) =X Haiz...must learn to control myself and not splurge on pretty things..

First stop went to meet my peepz in Orchard and we headed down to Wisma den to Taka. I bought an evening bag ( for my mum wedding ) pretty bling bling with a pinch of glamor, a pair of stilatoes ( I hope I spelt it rite ) & finally accessories to go along with my evening dress.I used up my $400 vouchers already on these..*garps*

Then we headed down to Suntec City to meet my aiai coz he just finished work and join us for dinner. So we ended up eating in Crystal Jade coz I insisted on having a proper dinner and I noe its very cina to eat there and Nikki, Flora & Jas were pretty westernized who loves continental foodz...But what the heck... Im hungry. So we had a proper dinner and then aiai suggested to go Kbox for singing therapy. I was huh?? I know K box was located just upstairs but Im kinda not in the mood leh..So in the end, we went to Clarke Quay with all my shopping bags ( Of coz aiai carried for me ) and went to meet his other friends at MOS. It was not crowded as usual what day is it today, Sinful Tuesday. I nearly forgot Im working IC1 tomorrow gosh here I am at 10 plus still outside...So I told aiai that I need to go home early coz need to work morning tomorrow, he was like wah lao...spoiler..eh eh..I never expect to go to MOS lorx...my fault huh?? But in the end he soo sweet sent me home coz he drive and then went back to MOS to continue with nikki they all... Im gonna misshh them coz with my working schedule I will hardly see them around.

So here I am just reached home, dun think I will be sleeping coz Im afraid I will over short 4am then Ill be dead.

Nikki just smsed me saying that she felt aiai is in love with me...I laughing out loudly..Come on, I knew that all along he has something towards me but I felt nothing for him and I also know that Nikki is in love with aiai so it explains more.. Dun worry nikki, I will not take him away from you. We are good friends and we will remain that way..I will keep on pushing him to you... =))

Just two hours away before I start to prepare for work le...

I miss him.

How I wish he knew that im missing him....

2007-04-24T02:13:00.000-07:00

Well, as I promised earlier, I will do a romantic compatibility on you shanaz…so here it is…

Scorpio & Libra

These two are very compatible due to their similar needs in a love relationship: Libra is the Sign of Partnership, and Libra is happiest when in a well-balanced and intimate relationship, while Scorpio thrives on emotional and sexual intimacy with their mate. These two Signs can make a very loyal, close and satisfying partnership.
These two would do well to undertake some sort of project together aside from their love relationship, as they have great potential to get great things done. They combine the power of emotion with the power of intellect, an extremely formidable duo. Scorpio tends to be more patient, but is also more controlling than Libra. Despite any differences, both partners love risk and taking chances; this is not a boring relationship! These two are real charmers; they know how to woo and seduce one another and take great pleasure in doing so. Their different styles -- Scorpio is intense and secretive while Libra is upfront and open -- sometimes make them have trouble understanding one another, so they may need to pay close attention to their communication at times.
What's the best aspect of the Libra-Scorpio relationship? The power they find in unity. They can accomplish a lot, whether they come together for a cause in the business or romantic sphere. They are both winners and they won't give up, making theirs a relationship that takes care of business.

Damn…sounds good for you shanaz… I hate you. Mhuahahahaa…
Well, I dun even know when hes (My Ahem) born how much more his zodiac sign… Haiz.. Wish you all the best of luck with him…

Okok…enough about shanaz….

Preparing to go out soon….. Heading out to town…

I still have $400 takashimaya vouchers…

Its retail therapy……

Update soon..gtg..

Finally we met...

2007-04-23T12:12:00.000-07:00

Gosh....Thanks shanaz...I love you so muchie... If not for you, I wouldnt have talk to him....I finally did. Ooohhh well, I had to accompany her on the platform to see her *Ahem* but turn out...she never get to see him coz dunno where the hell he went. So we were crapping and laughing loudly and I just turn back to see whos coming up on the escalator, Boy guess who I saw? HIM~!!!! omg~!!!! I was stunned. There I was with a stunning face, controlling my laffter all I could think of was to smile. Keep on smiling,Irin... =)) Youre doing just fine. Theres no way for me to run and hide...anyway. He smiled at me back and covered his face as usual saying.." Haiz, Im invisible" I wanna slap him can? If he invisible, hey I will not smile at him wor... so ridiculous. Damn, then I just dunno what to say to him and I tot hes gonna join the queue so I step back but....he did not. There he stood near the escalator waiting for me to walk over. So I walk over...and we start chatting....With my heart thumping moments, I just damn dunno what to talk. For once I had a clear look at him... I just felt... why is my heart so heavy? He looked damn shag. Oh poor thing... he worked from morning to night... I can understand. I can see he super tired in his eyes.. then my hp rang...damn spoiler... I cut short the phone conversation and hung up. Then we about to continue talking....now his turn, his hp rang... I was sian 1/2. Stupid or what????? Can let us talk longer not???? AaaArrggghhhhh..... While he was talking on the phone I saw the guys that I noe of....so I chat with them...then when hes done with his hp conversation I talk to him back...Damn, asked me when the train will come..hello??? like Im controlling the train like dat...hurhur.. so eventually when the train came...Im kinda sad coz the time spent was short...ok lah not realli that short...coz 1 train did a detrain... But I really didnt wanna him to go....I notice something while Im talking to the other guys...He looked at me as if like eh what the heck flirting with other guys...you noe that kind of looks...I like. Maybe Im sensitive...but I like dat look. Hhahaha... Dun blame me, Im just super friendly.. After so long...tonite I get to talk to him...Phew.. thanks Shanaz. I think Im fated lah...kekekekeke

Shanaz cannot sleep properly tonite lah I guess....coz she did something bold and courageous to Ahem. And he boldly did something to her as well lah...I will not relate the story. No...I think she WILL sleep soundly tonite.Hmmpz...

I keep telling myself no leh I dun like him...But I lied. Ok....I like him, can??? Liking someone doesn't have to posses him but just by seeing him and knowing that hes near...that's all I asked for. For I guess he this kind of guy will have alot of admirers... I dun like to fight...I will just enjoy the moment till a better one run along.... =))

Gosh, finally tomorrow my off day..Having a few plans..... see how it goes.

Today sabi bdae....Happie bday~!!!!!

Yawnz...I wanna go koonz le...

Nitez.

Super Sunday

2007-04-22T11:55:00.001-07:00

Im freaking tired...Just came back from work. After having my showered, I just cant sleep. Damn... Well, I have a few incidents to comment...from uncontrollable laughter to pissing my ass off....

1. *Served this cute guest when Im in SOS Ticketing...
Me: Hi Good Evening............. =)
Lady: Hi, 2 big 2 small pls....
Me: Huh? * Blurling face... *
Lady: Oh 2 adult 2 kids..
Me: Oh... smiling....controlling my laughter..
I was damn thinking what the hell is she talking about?
Buying 4D izzit? I tried to remain cool...
But in the end I laff like crazy with weixiang.. =))

2. * Oh someone today damn cute... sold tickets but only give guest receipt...summore can asked me " Eh, wheres the ticket,huh? " I was like der????? You sold it or I sold it huh??? In the end he only then realized that he did not gave it to the guest.... wth??? Of coz, being Irin...I laff like crazy lah... DER.

3. * Some idiots pissed me off, Fugged lah..last day big fugged huh?? So what from Luge? Farking attitude not happi can take bus!!! No pass means no admission but if he were to speak to me nicely I might just let him go on account of Ahem.... but NO... He fugging show me attitude wanna fight like that..So I told him to buy $3 ticket. He buey song call Tiong come and talk to me..What the heck lah... so I confront Tiong on dat BASTARD's attitude...I super buey song lah... so I dun let him in. In the end, Tiong apologized to me and I let dat fugging idiot go. Still... dat idiot not happy de..stared at me with 2 BIG WIDE EYES.... I stared at him back. fUGGING SMALL FRY GO EAT SHIT LAH...GOD BLESS YOU~!!!!!! Asshole~!!!! *spolit my nite~!!!*

Last but not least a classic scenario....

4. * two or three guest were served by someone... Hafiz told me that the guest wanna but around 40 over tickets...So I kan chiong wanna sell back up tickets, dat someone pulled me back until I drop on the floor dirtied my pants and refuse to allow me to sell back up. Damn...so I relax lah...since he wanna print from the TSM so be it...then the guest calculate from 50 dunno what then finalli he said " I wanna ten tickets" I had my laughter out loudly... Dat poor someone face sadded...got cheated his feelings... Mhuahahahahaahahahahahaahahahahaahaha damn classic. You haf to be there to experience the senario... =))

Dat someone if you wanna know who....lol....He knows who he is...always following my shift... :X
And stop calling me BOSS, you faggot....I slap you wait~!!!! If im a boss I wont be working in stupid sentosa.....

I guess I had a few complaints today...but what the heck... I guess my days are numbered.... Im counting down....

I dint bathe at work today....not so sticky liao mah...and yesh....I scared...kekekekeke...

Tomorrow got new guy....doing rover last shift with me.... Nice name..Ryan...I like.....the name I mean...hurhur...

He still msg and call me...though...I cant be bothered... break lah... I dun care.. He can fugged off... I never regard him as my boyfriend in the first place anymore...I dun need him in my life.... =)) Irin has grown up...lalalalalala

* mission of searching dat someone still on *

When is my bonus coming??????????? I still waiting.............anxiously.

Finally, adrian decided to talk to me. Why no more together cannot be friends issit? childish. Started talking about our last time dreamzzzzzzz.....fugged lah, my dream has achieved dat is to dump you. ...for keeping me hanging in the air dunno to let go or continue... So dun talk to me about what stupid dreamz...Yawnzz..

Jackson said " Irin, in this world no love story lah...wake up lah...you in lalaland too long liao lah... " I refused to admit defeat. I prove him wrong that I will somehow fall in love once again with someone who will love me for who I am.... Ive been hurt... Love is an excuse to be hurt.. do I dare to fall in love again??? time will tell once my heart heals.

My prince...where are you....drop in the drain mah???? Heez.

=))

Tomorrow also IC4.

Another war awaiting....

Im draining....

No energy.

Zzzzz........ Nite.

Hmmz...

2007-04-21T09:32:00.000-07:00

I chance upon this while on net....check this out

A date with Leo
*To keep your Leo date happy, there had better be some drama in your evening. Leos are creative, romantic and dramatic, so take them out on the town in high-style. Your Leo date will love dressing up to the nines, and needs to have an engaging and social event to attend. Cultural events will be popular with the Lion in your life, as will gambling or anything exciting. The key to a successful date with a Leo is to make them feel like royalty*

~ Hmmz...I like... ~

Suggestions for the perfect date:
*go for a fancy meal, go to the theater or cabaret, go to the opera, go to a ball, attend a hip and high-society party, meet celebrities, go to the opening night of a wildly popular movie, see a world-class singer in concert, take a trip to a casino or play poker together, take a trip to the horse races, take a helicopter trip around the Grand Canyon, take a tour of a movie set or studio *
~ Hmmz..in reality none of the above..I love star-gazing, sitting by the beach and watch sunrise..old fashioned you may think..thats the way I am love it or hate it..~

Thoughts before I sleep

2007-04-21T07:54:00.000-07:00

Here I am back again blogging. Preparing for my sleep soon coz I havent had my beauty sleep in the afternoon. Just wanna share my thoughts before I turn in....

Rainy day today, shiok, I nua and play my games non stop.

Planning to go dancing on the 27 of april but I guess on the 28 instead coz its a sat. Call some of the sentosa people along coz havent been hanging out together for quite sometime now.Time of coz at nite lah but vanue not confirm coz havent decide yet. Will update soon.

Oh, Devin sms me Yesterday...Cool. He wanna go home...lol. Im overjoyed to see his sms especially when Im stressed with SOS Ticketing.. Well, life bored without him around to entertain me. At Least he remembered me. =)

Jem jem sms me today coz I asked him to go dancing on the 28 so chat a little while. Pitied him, falling sick and just got his gun but he broke it the next day. Mhuahahaha..Being Jeremy, whats new man?

Well, two of my guys remembered me except for one. Guess too engross with his frog suit. Haiz. Im forgotten. Forget it. =(

Im beginning to hate beach station. Im beginning to not to care so much about it anymore. I dont even wanna answer the phonecalls at times. Things are not the same again. Irin's standard for beach station is dead. If I cant raise it, I will fugged it. Anyway, its not my beach station anymore.... Why bother so much about it? Let the rest do it....

Oh Ive found a PERSONAL ASSISTANT. Teo Weixiang. He will entertain me like devin used to do. His shift always same as mine summore, working with him makes me FAT. We havent been eating well since the SOS so everytime we ate junk foodz unless like yesterday Wen en so nice bought me fried rice so I shared with weixiang. And I swear, I will not share drink with him anymore...eeeeeeee....... I hate him for not telling me ( he knows what I meant ). Sux. Working with him, you will laff non stop especially with his down syndrome action whenever indians came to buy tix...racist!!! Oh you should see how he sweat... Omg..better run fast or he will purposely rub on you...yuckssssss!!!!! so you will be sticky too. Thankx. Hurhur. Enjoyed working with him..luckily he followed my shift if not...I guess Im bored to death.

Wen en, Mr nice guy always asking me what I wanna eat for dinner. Knowing SOS sure no time to eat. Hes nice not to me only lah but to everyone..Im damn paiseh, can? Everytime buy for me dun wanna take my money. Super paiseh lah...must treat him a good meal one day..

Yawnz...I think Ive wrote super long... my eyes closing already...till then this is Irin Chen signing off...nite nite..

A blog was born....

2007-04-21T03:56:00.000-07:00

Ive deleted my friendster blog...well, basically due to high usage of friendster website, it keeps on loading but never get it done. So being Irin, Im pissed so I deleted it. So hence, this blog was born. My old blog..oh... I forgot the password so cant get in...Damn. There goes all my old post...

Well, well, well... its my off day today.. Finally. Been working like 8 days IC4 so freaking tired, heyz you can try it. Freaking sticky and damn shag at the end of the day. Damn... its no joke if you were to handle the songs of the seas ticketing, the guests damn irritating.... plus the stupid dispenser always jammed, i GUESS those fugging things can throw into the toilet bowl and flush.
-___- hummmpz.

Today, I eat, sleep and online. Havent been nuaing for so long..Its rainy day also..so it adds to my mood to stay at home.

Tomorrow working IC4 again...

I go and rest...update again later...